Dear Diary, I always wanted to write a very personal diary. But privacy in India is a rare commodity. Now that I am in London, I have lots of privacy. Once Ravi goes to office, I am all alone! Then, its just my computer and me.
I can't imagine its been 2 weeks since our wedding. All things happened so fast! I and Ravi met only once and then our parents decided to marry us! We didn't even have enough time for honeymoon. Just flew in couple of days to London.
But then Ravi had made nice arrangements here. We have a big apartment. Being a guy, Ravi did a good job with the furnishing! But I will re-arrange it to my liking. So our honeymoon happened in our own house, in our own bed! I was so anxious at the first night!
Technically, I was a until the wedding night. But that doesn't mean Ravi was the first man in my life. I had a year long affair with Manish. Manish and I studied in same college. We had shared a lot of intimate moments.
The whole thing with Manish had started with a casual friendship, going together to coffee shop etc. Slowly we developed a strong friendship. That time my favorite activity was to go out on a long drive with Manish on his Hero Honda Karizma bike.
While riding his bike, I often got pushed on his back whenever he put breaks. First, I didn't realize, but later I realized that Ravi was intentionally driving rash to enjoy my breast's touch. When I noticed his intentions, shivers went through my whole body.
I actually was thrilled. So later on, I never waited for him to apply breaks. Instead, I started clinging onto him from behind. I and Manish started getting more and more adventurous. We started smooching and kissing. One day, Manish took me to his friend's vacant house.
We watched an adult movie. While watching movie, Manish started fondling with my breasts. He also unbuttoned my top. I was already excited by watching the movie, so I did not resist. In no time, I was naked. Manish too got undressed.
I was enjoying his kissing and sucking on my breasts. I was too wet between my groins. Manish's hard penis was touching my naked body. First, I felt uncomfortable with it. It was my first time. But I ignored it since what Manish was doing with my breasts and nipple was very
exciting. Manish's hard penis rubbed against my genital area. It was such a great feeling. I was totally overwhelmed with the excitement. But just then, I felt warm liquid against my thighs. First I had thought thatManish couldn't control his pee and I felt very dirty.
I pushed Manish away and then realized that it was a thick white fluid. My friends had told me that men ejaculate semen during intercourse. I took a napkin and wiped it off.Manish lied on the ground. He looked completely exhausted.
I went to the bathroom and cleaned myself and came back. Manish was still lying there. I noticed that his penis had shrunk. I was a bit amused, I asked him to get dressed since I was getting late to home.
That night, I was very quiet at home. After we had dinner, we all watched TV for some time and then my parents went to bed in their bedroom. I and my sister Rekha prepared our bedding in the living room.
That was our daily routine. Rekha was as usual talking about her friends and teachers at college. But I was in no mood to listen. She even asked me what had happened. But I told her that I had a mild headache.
Sometimes at midnight, I woke up from a dream about the incident that had happened between me and Manish. I looked besides me. Rekha was fast asleep. I replayed the incident with Manish in my mind. Immediately, I sensed wetness in my panties.
I opened the front buttons of my gown and put my hands inside it. I wanted to squeeze my nipple. But the bra was tight. So I sat on the bed, loosed the bra strapped and again lied on the bed. Now I could touch my breast inside the bra.
I squeezed it and circled my fingers around my nipple and then I held my nipple between my index finger and thumb and pulled it. It sent current through my entire body. Now I pulled my gown from bottom up with my other hand. And I put my hand inside the pantie.
I explored my genital area trying to locate the spot where Manish's hard penis had rubbed to give me an heavenly experience. I found the spot. I rubbed it with my fingers and I was very excited. I could feel the area getting very wet.
I continued to rub and at the same time squeeze my breast with other hand. Wow, it was a wonderful experience. I was squirming in the bed. My sister next to me had no idea of what I was experiencing. But now, my thighs and groins became stiff.
My genital muscles contracted. It was a blissful state for next minute or so. I felt very relaxed. I just laid in that position for few minutes, before I straightened my clothes. I didn't realize when I slept. Since then, I and Manish shared several intimate moments.
But I never let him enter inside. I wanted to keep that experience until the wedding night. That time, I didn't even know that it won't beManish, but Ravi who I would get married to. After our college, Manish went to US for further studies and we didn't realize how our contact just faded
away. I sometimes wonder where he would be and what he would be doing. For some reason, I did not feel like I lost his love though. May be it was more of an infatuation than love. So, after Ravi and I met first time formally in front of our parents, our parents liked our pair.
My mother asked me what I thought. Actually, I had nothing negative against Ravi to point out. He was well settled in London. He looked like any ordinary guy. He had picked up the British manners like keeping on saying sorry and thank you in every other statement.
But he still had an Indian accent. Although it was not a love at first sight, I thought it was good for me to marry Ravi. He was financially stable, and he lived in London so not much interference from in-laws. Our marriage was a modest ceremony.
It was held in Mumbai's most reputed club in an A/C hall. We were so exhausted by the ceremony that when we got in our car to go home, I told Ravi "If you don't mind I would just like to go to bed". Ravi looked at me surprised, but he nodded.
He seemed to agree since in the morning we had a small pooja and that evening we had a 3:00PM flight to London. So it was going to be very hectic next day also. We went to my in-law's house first to complete some pending ceremonies.
We also got chance to freshen up and change into simple clothes. I felt so relieved after taking out my jewelleries and richly embroidered saree. We left my in-laws house at around 10 at night. My sister in-laws had packed my bag for the wedding night stay.
We checked into the Taj at Nariman point. There was a rose bouquet and mint chocolate kept on our bed. The room temperature was kept perfect. Not too cold, but cool enough. As we entered and shut the door behind us, I put my bag on the luggage stand.
Ravi made sure that he locked the door and he held me from behind. He kissed my neck from behind and whispered in my ears, "Happy wedding night!" I turned around and put my arms around his neck. I rubbed my nose against him and wished him the same.
I rememberedManish. Ravi very gently kissed my lips. I felt like this was the first legitimate kiss I was having. Manish and I had kissed many times, but having raised in conservative Hindu culture, I always had guilty feeling indulging in intimate relationship withManish.
For that matter, I had a guilty feeling about masturbating too. I released myself from Ravi's arms and told him that I will change. Ravi let me go. I opened my bag. My sisters-in law had packed some flavored condoms, a DVD set titled Better Sex series sexplorations and a white satin
spaghetti straps gown. I looked at Ravi and said "Your sisters are very naughty! Look at what they packed!" Ravi came towards me smiling. He put a hand around me and said, "After all, they are my sisters! They packed rest of the stuff. I only packed the gown. I bought it.
You liked it?" I nodded and said, "Yeah, but I have near worn anything so sexy!" Ravi smiled and said "Neither had you kissed a man before today!" I looked at Ravi. He made that statement very innocently. I thought, "poor guy! he doesn't know this isn't my first kiss".
I smiled at him and said "OK! I will wear it". I took the gown and a new pair of my undergarments and walked towards the bathroom. "Varsha, there is a wearing instruction for the gown. They say that the gown is effective only when you don't wear anything underneath it"
Ravi said and chuckled. I turned my neck to look at him. He winked at me. He looked cute with that naughty face. I had started liking him. But thought ofManish still came up in my mind. If it was Manish, he would have just grabbed me and stripped me naked by now.
Ravi was different. He was very smooth I thought. I went to the bathroom and stripped my clothes off. I had done waxing at the beauty parlor earlier night. I wore that night gown and checked in the full size mirror. It was only knee high and had a wider neck to reveal my
cleavage. Though it was satin, it was a bit transparent. I noticed that the hair cover on my genital was faintly visible. My nipples too pointed through the gown. I felt shy to directly go in front of Ravi like that.
So, I took the towel and wrapped around me and came out of the bathroom. Ravi was sitting on the bed surfing the TV channels. He had changed into a white t shirt and a short. As I came out, he looked at me and disapprovingly said, "What is this? Feeling shy in front of me?
Should I ask for another room for me now or what?" I was actually shivering with the excitement and the cool air. I took a deep breath and told Ravi, "Ok! you have to shut your eyes." Ravi obliged. After he shut his eyes, I dropped the bath towel and folded my hands to cover my
blossom and asked him to open his eyes. Ravi looked at me. His eyes gleamed. He got up from the bed and came towards me. He stood in front of me and held my shoulders. His firm but assuring grip on my shoulders sent shivers through my spine.
Ravi bent down and kissed on the side of my neck. It felt so good. Again Manish's thought came in my mind. I could not stop comparing my husband with my previous lover. If it was Manish, he would have banged me down by now. But Ravi was very gentle.
I felt very secured and cozy in his approach. A though came to my mind, "Is he used to pleasing women?" But I shrugged that thought off. I did not want to miss out the the fun I was having. Ravi held me and took me towards the bed. He sat on the bed and made me stand in front of
him. He took my hands and separated them from over my chest. Now he wrapped his hands around my waist and pulled me closer to him. His head pressed against my body, just beneath my bust. I put my hand over his head and curled my fingers through his hair.
He softly spoke, "You are very beautiful. I love you!" Ah! Those three magic words did much more to me than any erotic act I had indulged in. It enthused me. I quickly held his head and lifted it and bent down to kiss him. I kissed him fervently.
He tightened his grip around my waist. We continued kissing. Our noses were brushing against each other. Our tongues were chasing each other. It was very intimate moment. Ravi was slowly unleashing his vigor. He had put his hands inside my gowns over my buttocks.
His fingers buried in my buttock cheeks. Now, Ravi threw himself on the bed dragging me with him. I fell over Ravi. My gown was lifted and my bottom was bare. My bushy pussy rubbed against Ravi's crotch. I felt his erect penis. I wanted to grab it, but I thought if I did that,
he would realize that I had been with a man before. I focused only on kissing. After few seconds, he rolled me over. Now I was on lying on the bed and he was over me. He stared at me. Softly moving his hand through my hair. "How are you feeling right now?" He asked. "Scared!" I replied.
Although I was feeling very hot, I thought if I revealed my true feelings, he would feel that I was a slut. He smiled and asked "Why?" I said, "This is very overwhelming. I have never experienced it" 'God! I am so good at faking', I thought. "Neither have I!" replied Ravi.
I was pleasantly surprised! May be what I thought earlier about Ravi was untrue. Or May be he was as good a liar as I was! I thought. Human mind is so weird. It expects everyone else other than self to be perfect. I felt selfish about my thoughts.
So, I shrugged them off and just tangled my hands around Ravi's neck and shut my eyes. "Feeling sleepy?" asked Ravi. I nodded. It was a very long day for us. The hectic ceremony and meeting with hundreds of people had worn me down.
Ravi got off of me and we both moved up in the bed. I was lying on my back. Ravi turned towards me and without touching me he kept staring at my body. Then he put his hand over my breast. The satin rubbed against my skin due to the pressure from his hands.
It gave me a very sensational feeling. I softly moaned. My reaction encouraged Ravi and he pressed the breasts. I bit my lower lip and held Ravi's hand over my breasts. "Still feeling sleepy?" Ravi asked. I gave him a naughty look. Ravi understood my intentions.
He became bolder. He lifted himself and came closer to me and kissed my cleavage. He licked it. I loved that wet touch of his tongue. Ravi now pulled the gown from my shoulders. My breast was exposed. Ravi kissed it. I moaned louder. I was loving what he was doing.
Ravi started sucking my breast. I squirmed all over the bed. Ravi played with my breasts for few minutes before he stopped and pulled up his shirt. He also took his pants off. I saw Ravi's hard erect penis. I thought it was smaller than that of Manish. It was throbbing with excitement.
Now this was going to be my first experience. Having an intercourse. Ravi held his penis and directed it in my vagina. I was very wet, but still stiff in my groins. After struggling a bit, he got inside me. It was a bit painful, but I felt Ravi's thrust. It hit the sensitive area inside my vagina.
It was a very intense experience and I screamed. Ravi looked at me and asked "Are you ok?" I nodded and signaled him to continue. Ravi stroked harder. I was moaning and shaking my head. I was overwhelmed with the intimate experience. I felt a squirt soaking my vaginal walls.
Ravi's stroking was stopped. He had ejaculated inside me. Our marriage ceremony concluded that moment. We were truly a couple now. It was very intense. Ravi fell upon me. He was panting. The semen oozed out from my vagina. But I was so tired, I did not bother to clean up.
We never realized when we dozed off. Sometime in early morning, I woke up to find Ravi sucking my breasts. His erect penis touched my thighs. I was amazed. He was erect again. I responded to him. We kissed each other. He pressed my breasts and sucked them.
He rode me and then again he shoved his erect penis inside me. I again experienced those heavenly strokes before he ejaculated. This time, amount of semen he squirted was less. But I enjoyed it. After he got off, I went to bathroom to clean myself.
I noticed the bloodstains on the bed sheet. I showed them to Ravi. Ravi didn't say anything but I could sense that he had a sigh of relief. May be because he was assured that I was a virgin all these days. I felt good too. So, this is how our married life began. There is lot more to write....
Comments (44)
on: June 2, 2008 1:57 PM | Reply
u write well lady!!
on: June 2, 2008 9:56 PM | Reply
Well that was just amazing..wish i was there..lol...dying to here more from u..and hwere u now by the way
on: June 3, 2008 12:37 PM | Reply
beautiful story.....
on: June 3, 2008 3:05 PM | Reply
Soo sweet momories......... really touched my heart...
So sweet of uuuu
on: June 3, 2008 3:33 PM | Reply
Very Few people have the gift of "art of writing" and you certainly have it!
on: June 3, 2008 6:21 PM | Reply
superb....keep it up
on: June 3, 2008 7:27 PM | Reply
This is one of the best written story i hav read on this website. ur english vocabulary is amazing ur its timely use is impressive. impatiently lookin forward to more stories from you.
on: June 3, 2008 7:44 PM | Reply
Nice story.. But dont think about ur boyfriend when ur with ur loving husb.. Never ever compare..
on: June 3, 2008 8:02 PM | Reply
wats the fuckin emphasis on being a virgin....who fuckin cares for the blood ne ways....
on: June 4, 2008 3:29 AM | Reply
tat wz nice experience shared.. good one.
on: June 4, 2008 3:30 AM | Reply
One great story! Truth of life...
on: June 4, 2008 4:39 AM | Reply
wonderful experience of urs baby
on: June 4, 2008 6:23 AM | Reply
wow lovely and erotic story getting now a days virgin wife is like bhagwan mill gaya ,varsha please contiue with ur story specially honey moon encounter we love to read take care all the best
on: June 4, 2008 6:26 AM | Reply
Nice narration. Very truthful.
on: June 4, 2008 6:30 AM | Reply
nicely narrated story, wish u happy married life
on: June 4, 2008 8:00 AM | Reply
A well written story. Thanks for keeping a diary and hope you would have taken webcam shoot also.
Keep it up.
on: June 4, 2008 8:44 AM | Reply
first night ka maaza bahut accha lagat hain,
actually chodne mein bahut maza aata hain darling keep fucking ravi and think about manish
on: June 4, 2008 9:01 AM | Reply
i never read such a beautifyl description of conjugal life, expecting more.... pls. keep it up
on: June 4, 2008 9:15 AM | Reply
i want to make a movie on this story.
u will play the same character,i will play the role of u r husband
on: June 4, 2008 9:35 AM | Reply
wow! superb story dude keep on writing ur further sexuall life and i wish i would there at the place of manish.
on: June 4, 2008 9:55 AM | Reply
cooooooooooooooooooool experience . very nice beautiful
but never compare, past is past.......
on: June 4, 2008 10:51 AM | Reply
U r gud at ths ....
I am jealous of ravi ...
coz he got a virgin wife .... hopefly i also hv a same luck ..
on: June 4, 2008 10:57 AM | Reply
Hi varsha....thats a very gud narration of the exp. u had...
I currently live in London...I m interested in making friendship with u ...promise u will njoy the same...
on: June 4, 2008 11:51 AM | Reply
owsome this is sumthng real nw wer r u .
on: June 4, 2008 1:27 PM | Reply
Varsha, really a nice story. i would very much appreciate u as a girl. I would like to hear from you more.
on: June 4, 2008 2:21 PM | Reply
Hii varsha.
Its the best story of humandigest.
You wrote in such a fantastic and erotic manner
.. hats off to you and your written style..
Enjoy your life in london.. But i think you
are not a trustworthy girl in nature.
Anyway that's your life..
on: June 4, 2008 6:08 PM | Reply
I had a girlfriend in college, we were madly in love, i went for my MS and her parents forced her to get married to guy in seattle... i was heart broken the day she told me. she was teary. we had dreamt up the perfect life together. but it was shattered.
anyways in a couple of years i met a girl, a nice Indian girl, who was on a tour to new york, i met her at a coffee shop, went and spoke to her cause she looked desi, and a visitor for sure... so i was talking to her like a good guy from back home, i found out she was in NY for a paper presentation in micro biology studies and whatever i dont understand.
she was there for a week, we met almost every evening, i showed her around, i liked her and she liked me... we fell in love. we got married. now after 8 years of marriage, I got posted in seattle, the moment i heard it, manisha (my girlfriend) crossed my mind, i was hoping i'd run into her someday.
i didnt do anything to find out where she lived. but she heard that I had moved to seattle through a common frnd. she found me. we met at a pub one evening, spent some time talking. We had feelings, i cared for her and she did for me, but we accepted who we were and our lives. we didnt do anythng extra marital.
That night, in bed, with tears in my eyes i told my saakshi (my wife) about manisha. she just held onto me and said, "I love you baby, I will always be here na? dont feel guilty for having met her, you didnt do anythng wrong." and then my wife found out where manisha lived and they met and spoke.
Now her husband and she comes to my place and we spend good time together and our kids play together. her husband doesnt know about this, and he's alil jealous kinda guy, so we thought it was better off not telling him. One thing I felt for sure, manisha was not just my love, she was my best frnd back then and she is one now too.
We talk a lot, but have never done anythng outside of our marriages. I'm away in LA right now, been here for almost a week, came here to get off on some erotic story... yours just brought tears to my eyes, and I'm gonna spend tonight talking to my wife, with all these tears flowing out.
When i look back, things might seem so unfair, but everythng has a happy ending....if this story u wrote is true, i am sure u'd agree too. cheers to life.
on: June 4, 2008 6:10 PM | Reply
very good explanation..
on: June 5, 2008 11:05 AM | Reply
Hey u r excellent writer..congrats
U r the first lady in this site narrates passionate n lovely words...
i like ur style n ur experience...
But ur starting very good...
But u didn tell much abt ur experience when u had sex...
next time awesome...
on: June 5, 2008 1:45 PM | Reply
Nice story.....I just like your story.Don't think about your past and enjoy with your husband.
on: June 5, 2008 2:16 PM | Reply
it was a very nice story, very well written..must be ur best stories, if u r a regular writer in this site
on: June 6, 2008 11:11 AM | Reply
Most of indian stories are out of their main themes.this story is the art of writing material for readers. Good story.one thins for all Girls that hay should not cross their boundries if thay did,dont say to your husband.real man always hate with those girls who are cheating them.So boys also do sex by theier leagal way obviously husband and wife sex.
on: June 6, 2008 11:21 AM | Reply
perfectly written!
would love to hear more from u!
on: June 7, 2008 1:33 PM | Reply
Superbly written....fully Indian thnx for such a gud entertainment...
on: June 8, 2008 1:31 PM | Reply
wah its so nice .if its possible i want to hug u once and i want 2 die.
on: June 8, 2008 4:30 PM | Reply
Nice story. I live in London, would like to see you
on: June 9, 2008 9:00 PM | Reply
Very nice story. I live in Mauritius and I must tell u that hope both of u b faithful to each other always. I am indian, i can say that here in Mauritius people "indians" r crazy about swaping partners. Some even does it between honeymooners couples from india. I work in a Hotel and I feel pity when i notice how indians are degrading reputation.
on: June 10, 2008 9:34 AM | Reply
Hai varsha u write very cool.great story gal keep on posting,because this is the best real life story i have ever read on this site.wish u a happy married life.
on: June 14, 2008 7:37 PM | Reply
very well written
on: June 15, 2008 4:04 PM | Reply
I wd like to read other stories from this author. Please share the link.
This was just too well written.
on: June 29, 2008 11:07 AM | Reply
lovely narrative varsha! take it to the next level now!
on: July 5, 2008 6:08 PM | Reply
Thank you for sharing your story. I'm American, no need to explain how rare it is to even hear a story like that. It touched me and even hurt a bit because it was as if i was listening to a legend of something lost long ago. I look forward to seeing reading more.
on: November 15, 2008 10:02 AM | Reply
Good 1.Waiting 4 another
on: January 2, 2009 7:28 PM | Reply
hey babe you r very horny
and erotic
would u like to make friendship with me han ?