Previously: Sexperience of Tanu in new city - I
On the decided date he came to my place, and picked me up. I don't know what excuse he made to his wife. We were heading towards a nearby city which was a big tourist attraction. We reached there just before lunch and saw monuments and forts of that city, and in the evening we moved towards the hotel, in which our room was booked. It was a five star hotel.
We had dinner in the same hotel and after that he took the keys from the counter, and we proceeded further to get into the room. Soon both of us were standing in the room, it was a beautiful room, with a huge double bed, and a very good looking sofa and now I knew that, I had to be on his bed, and he will be the one who will take off my virginity.
Although he never forced me for this and it was my own decision, that had to sleep with him, but still I was very uneasy, at one time I had some principals, from the very beginning, I wanted to do this with my husband, but it was my destiny and moreover my lust who took me here. I think he sensed my brain and, he came closer to me and told me to get comfortable first.
With that he went to washroom, I was standing in the middle of the room and looking here and there, I looked at the bed, it seemed very comfortable. I knew that in just few minutes I will be laying naked on this bed with Kartik, and he will fuck me whole night. It was a different feeling, somewhere I had an urge for this, I wanted to have sex, may be because I was at certain age,
where sexual yearning touches its peak. He came back and asked me if want to use the washroom, I said yes and went in when I came back in few minutes, he was sitting on a sofa, I looked at him, with a question in my eyes, that what's next he smiled and said “Tanu mere paas aao”, I came closer to him, he took my hand and tried to pull me and took me in his arms,
I was sitting on his lap, he kissed me for a minute, I did not responded to his kiss, he kissed on my cheek and again whispered in my ear, “ Tanu, u r bit nervous, don't worry”. I remained silent, then he opened my hairs, which were tied with a clutch, then he took of my pallu from my shoulder, by removing safety pin first, and started kissing on my neck and my breast over my blouse.
It was a strange feeling, I felt something running on my body, and I was feeling butterflies in my stomach. First time any man was touching me in that way with my consent, his hands were exploring my body, my breast, my thighs and my back. He was kissing me everywhere he could do in that sitting posture. We both were bit uncomfortable, doing this while sitting on sofa chair.
He picked me in his arms and took me to the bed, and now I was laying on bed and he was laying beside me, he came over me, and again started kissing me, till this time I was not responding to his kisses, and he sensed, that I am not responding it deliberately, he asked me that am I comfortable with it,
I said yes, then he said, “I think that u r doing this as a task, and u r not willing to do it and if u r doing this to pay back anything then please don’t do that”. I remained silent and looked at him, he was looking in my eyes, again very politely he said “come on, Tanu, I am not forcing you, you can step back if u don’t want to do it”.
He tried to make me understand in a way, the way we talk to a child. I was silent, and he was waiting for my reply, don’t know how and why, tears came in my eyes, and I started crying, he did not said anything, he just remained there, I was crying silently, covering my eyes with my arm and he was looking at me.
After some time I calmed down, he got up and sat on a sofa, and switched on the television, I went to the toilet. I washed my face and looked myself into the mirror, I don’t know why I was crying, I was not at all afraid of Kartik, rather he was the one about whom I was thinking from long time, who has helped me like no one did in my life,
and moreover without any condition and even now at this point where any man would have took this opportunity and fucked me like a bitch in a fraction of a minute, he was asking me to step back. He was gem of a person for me, and I wanted to do it, and I was trying to build confidence in me, so that I can have sex with him.
I came out of the washroom, he was sitting on the sofa, I looked at him, and he smiled again, I sat beside him and again looked at him, he said, “Tanu just be comfortable, we are not doing anything, and don’t feel embarrassed”. I felt like hugging him, and I did that, and he took me in his arms again, and kissed me on my forehead, I was sitting beside him and he was holding me,
I wanted him to continue making love, now I was bit prepared for that, but he was not doing it, he was just holding me, not with a purpose of sex, but with lot of care and affection. I raised my head to look into his eyes, he smiled again, I closed my eyes to give him a hint that I am ready for that, and he understood and placed his lips on mine and started kissing me,
I started responding to his kisses and soon we were exploring each others mouth with our tongues, he licked every corner of my mouth so nicely, that I became insensible in his love making. I closed my eyes and enjoyed his touch his hand moved to my bare stomach and played with my naval.
I was losing control on my body. He moved his one hand upward and touched my breast over the blouse then started squeezing them. Again he took me to bed and took out the safety pin from the plates of my saree, and pulled all the plates together to take off my saree, and in a minute, my saree was on the floor and I was laying in blouse and petticoat.
Then he teased my naval with his fingers and then he licking it. I was holding his head as his tongue was moving further inside my naval. I was making soft sounds and saying... Please stop it. My body was moving enthusiastically in pleasure. He took his shirt off and came over me, and kissed me for few minutes, and moved to my face then to my neck and squeezed my tits, firmly.
I moaned in pleasure, and then he started unhooking my blouse and took it off from my body. Now I was just in bra on my upper half, he lowered both the straps of my bra, and took my breast in his mouth and started sucking them one by one, I was in intense pleasure, his hands were exploring my body again, he was sucking one breast and playing with other,
then he moved his hand to my thighs and rubbed them over the cloth, then he stopped sucking my tits and pulled my petticoat up to my knees and inserted his hand in that and touched my bare thighs, I became restless, and trembled in pleasure, he was rubbing my inner thighs and looking at my reactions and listening my pleasure moans, I was never touched by anybody like that in my life,
his touch was so tender and sensual that in a minute or two I felt that I have cummed, suddenly I felt that I am totally wet in my panty. Kartik was playing with my body and I was moaning like anything. He rubbed my thighs for a while and tenderly touched my cunt over my panty, I was breathing heavy he started rubbing my wet pussy over panty and I was enjoying it,
my juices were flowing freely from my love hole and my pussy was getting a massage of that fluid by him, I was holding my pillow, and my eyes were closed, I was enjoying every second of his love making. Then he got up and took out my bra which was stuck in my arms and then opened the knot of my petticoat and took it off through my legs, I was now just in panty,
in a second or two I was not even with my panty, and I was laying totally naked in front of him, for few seconds he just stared at my body, I was hiding my cunt between my legs, rest of my body was laying there for him to stare. Then he started taking off his clothes and took off his undershirt first, and then trouser, in a second he was also completely nude laying beside me,
for the first time I was looking at a naked man in reality, he had a big cock which was fully erect, for few seconds I got scared with a thought that today I will be ripped very badly. He again took me in his arms and started kissing and fondling my body nicely with his hand, he played with my breast again and then took his hand straight to my thighs, and tried to touch my cunt,
I was holding it in my thighs and I was totally wet there, he tried to separate my thighs to touch my pussy but I was little uneasy to give away the access of my love hole to him. He kissed on my cheek and took my earlobe in his mouth and sucked it, I went mad in pleasure with this, he murmured in my ear in a very low voice,
“Tanu spread your legs” and then he tried again to spread my legs to touch my cunt, but I was very uneasy, it was my first time, I was bit insecure and unconsciously I was stopping him to touch my naked cunt. After couple of unsuccessful tries he kissed me on my neck and again started sucking my tits for a while, and moved down and licked my body till my waist,
then he moved further kissed my thighs near my love spot, and moved further and kissed me till my toes, and then he turned me on my stomach, now my bare hips were laying in front of him, he took both of my hips in his hands and gently rubbed them and squeezed them together and then kissed them and moved further to my waist and again licked my whole back till my shoulder and came on me,
I simply got mad in pleasure because of his tenderness, and slowly my sexual desire was overcoming my fear of getting penetrated. I was feeling his penis on the cut of my hips, he was kissing me on back of my neck closer to my ears and driving me crazy, I was trembling in pleasure.
Then again he turned me on my back; my hairs were spread allover my face and I was breathing very heavy and short. He then moved down lifted one of my leg and started kissing me from my feet till he reached my thighs. My entire body was loved by him. He started licking my inner thighs, now he could see my soft virgin cunt, which was drenched in its own liquid,
he kissed my wet pussy, a current passed through my body and I tried my best to resist, but my legs were apart now and he was too strong. He hugged my waist with both his hands and kissed my cunt again and again. I was moaning and he started licking my soft cunt. My pussy was shaved and he was licking it like an ice-cream.
I was totally wet down there and he was licking all my juices. Then he started to enter his tongue in my pussy and sucked my hole, to take out whatever liquid is inside. I got crazy with such an erotic act. I was pushing his head toward me and lifting my body again and again in pleasure, after some time I couldn’t control myself,
and tightened my body and went through first orgasm of my life. After that I became bit unconscious, I was feeling very tired, I was laying on my back and remained on bed in the same posture for sometime, Kartik was laying beside me and looking at me, I was breathing short because of the orgasm I just had, then he got up and went to the toilet,
and came after some time, and asked me if I want to use the toilet, I wanted to, but I had some weakness, he helped me and I went to toilet, when I came out of it, he was standing on the door of the toilet. Holding my wrist gently he again took me inside the bathroom, and we stood under the shower, he kissed me under water for some time and rubbed my cunt,
with his finger and made me moan again in pleasure. I was feeling his dick on my lower waist and his hands allover my body, and again I started flooding from my cunt. We took a bath together in a tub, and he rubbed my whole body, which really took out my tiredness, we were laying and kissing in a tub of warm water,
and he was tenderly playing with every part of my body in water with his hands, my breast, nipples, navel, my cunt and hips. He was such a good lover that he made me feel like heaven on earth. After some time we came out of the tub, and dried our body with towel, and soon we were again laying on bed and loving each other.
While kissing me he took my hand to his cock, and gave it to me. It was long and thick, which was hard and strong like a metal rod. He took off its skin and showed me the way to do it, and I did that and started jerking it with my hand. I was looking at the rod, and thinking that what will happen to me when this will enter inside my tiny hole.
Then he asked me, “Tanu if you feel OK then please love it using your mouth”. I was bit hesitant to do it, but I got up and started caressing it with my hand and then I kissed at its tip. He guided me for the way to do it in short. He was laying on bed and I was sitting near, holding his hard cock in my hand.
It was so long that I couldn’t take it all in my mouth but still I licked it with a to and fro motion rubbing his foreskin with my soft and pink lips. I was moving my tongue all around it and Kartik was at the top of his ecstasy. In the beginning I had strange feeling, that I have taken a piece of flesh in my mouth and sucking it, although there was no smell and it was tasteless,
but after 2-3 minutes as I saw that Kartik is in such a pleasure I started liking it, he was making pleasure sounds and I was liking his moans, I increased my speed of moving his skin up and down and sucked his dick more passionately, his moans grew intense. He couldn’t control longer and pulled me on the bed and got over me.
Both of us were breathless and our hearts were beating really fast. He again started licking my pussy crazily and took my clit in his mouth and flicked it with his tongue, in a minute I was moaning in pleasure, and my juices started flowing freely. After he had tongue fucked me for sometime,
he came over me and wrapped my legs around his waist and took his hard cock and rubbed it on my pussy hole. I became very restless and started breathing more heavily, and flow of my love fluid became even more intense, I was just few seconds away from losing my virginity, and there was no sign of fear in me, I needed him, I was feeling some kind of contraction inside me,
my cunt was twitching with a desire of getting penetrated. With a stroke he pushed himself inside me; my pussy was so wet that his dick slipped in, it injured me a lot and I almost cried in pain, and with another push his whole cock was inside me, and my soft love hole was completely scratched by him, I think for few seconds I was again unconscious due to pain,
and when I regained, he was sucking my tits laying on me, with his hard cock deep inside me. He remained there for few more minutes and played with my body, till I recovered a bit from the pain. Then he started slow movement of his cock in my cunt, it was a different feeling of pain and pleasure together.
After few in and out movement of his dick I was moaning more in a pleasure and less in a pain, he was fucking me very nicely. He was not at all in hurry and was trying to deliver me the pleasure of being a woman, and slowly I was heading towards that pleasure, and soon my pain disappeared and I was completely enjoying his hard cock deep inside me,
he was making movements steadily, in different directions and every corner of my deep cunt was getting messaged by his hard cock. His rod was now moving with ease in my hole because of the pleasure juices which were flooding out from my cunt. While he was fucking me, at a particular angle of penetration I felt that I will burst in pleasure,
my moans got very loud and clear, and he sensed that and fucked me in a same posture for hardly a minute or two, and I exploded in another powerful orgasm, I clenched his back with my nails and tightened my legs around his body, to prevent his further movement, so that I can cum. He stopped and I cummed intensely.
My body was trembling in pleasure and I was shouting in pleasure, he was just looking at me, some kind of waves was moving in my body, starting from my pelvis to my breast which was making me shiver and I was breathing with difficulty. It was most powerful orgasm of my life till now.
After few minutes when I regained my conscious, Kartik withdrew his dick from my hole and sat beside me, and took me in his arms, and continued loving me. He sucked my tits for a while and made me lay down on my stomach with my legs spread, he kept two pillows under my stomach, and held my waist with one hand and rested his hard dick on my opening,
and with a single knock he was again fully inside me. It pained me for a second but soon his movements were giving me pleasure again, he was laying on me and fucking me from behind. He pumped me from there for few minutes, and his movements were very steady. It was a very pleasurable position for both of us,
his moans were rising and I could feel him going to his peak with every stroke he made inside my cunt hole, he increased his pace and puffed in pleasure and with in a minute he buried his cock in the deepest corner of my cave. I felt his hot liquid getting injected deep inside me.
We rested for some time on the bed as it is, and after that used the toilet one by one and cleaned ourselves, and slept in each other’s arms till morning. When I got up he was sleeping, I looked at his face, he was sleeping peacefully looking very charming, for me he was my everything now, and I was happy that I have given my most valuable thing to him, that is my virginity.
If anybody see from outside then I was not more than his slut, but only we knew that what value we have for each other. I kissed him on his lips, he got up from the sleep and opened his eyes and smiled, I replied him with a smile, and we started kissing again and after kissing for a while he again entered in me, in a missionary position and fucked me till we cummed again.
It was again very pleasurable intercourse, which we both enjoyed. After some time we checked out from the hotel and after few hours of drive we were back in our city. He dropped me home and droved to his place. While coming back he asked me about my experience of last night, I gave him a positive response about my first sex experience.
I asked him too about his experience with me, and he also gave me positive response. He asked me if we can have more of such meetings in future, for which I asked for some time to think. After that for some time I had a guilt feeling on what I did, I was feeling sorry for Deepika.
But somewhere I liked the whole episode of spending a night with Kartik and everything he did to me and truly speaking that night of sexual pleasure ignited a new flame of desire in my body it was pure lust and nothing else. Next few days I masturbated, by just recalling whatever he did with my body, and intensity of pleasure of masturbation had a big difference than before.
I wanted to talk to him and spend time with him, somewhere I had a desire to spend my whole life with him, although I knew that he is already committed, but still I was in love with him. Generally me and Deepika use to talk to each other, just a routine conversation, but now I wanted to talk to him, or I just wanted to see him, and with that intention, I invited both of them on dinner.
I prepared food giving my best and we had good time together, he praised the food. I was happy to see him, and somewhere I was missing him, may be it was a sexual urge which was rising in me, my body needed him. I wanted to say yes to his proposal, but he did not asked me. For that I was looking into his eyes intentionally, and he always smiled when I looked at him and I blushed every time.
Deepika invited me to come along with them to there house, to spend a night, I wanted to spend time with them so I said yes, after some time we were in their house, we had coffee and chatted and first time I saw that first time Kartik was bit involved in chatting. I was keen to say yes to his proposal, and I think he could have easily guessed that from my gesture.
Finally we decided to go to bed, but Kartik had some paper work, so he remained in the drawing room and me and Deepika proceeded to our rooms. After around 10 minutes or so when I was about to settle in the bed I received a sms from Kartik. There was just a question mark in the message, for which I replied yes.
I was expecting that he will come to guest room and take me in his arms but he didn’t, after some time I came out of the room, to get a glass of water, and intentionally to see him, he was working on laptop, I looked at him, he smiled and said that he has talked to someone for my job, so I had to go and meet him for that. And he said he will give me details later in the morning.
I came back to my room, and slept. In the morning I got ready and Kartik dropped me home, through out the way I wanted to ask him that when will we do it again, but I was hesitating a lot, and I was unable to ask him. Finally I reached my home, and just before leaving he said he will come in the evening and we will have tea together. Shyly I just managed to say ok.
Through out the day I was waiting for the evening, I was drenched in the thoughts of getting seduced by him again, and whole day my cunt was releasing fluid, and I was totally wet through out the day. In a way I was in heaven with those thoughts, it was pure lust and sexual desire which was driving me crazy.
I took a bath in the evening and did some preparations for the snacks, he came around 4:30 and we had tea together, and after that he took me in his arms and started making love to me, I was wearing kurta with chuddidar pajami, he took me to my bedroom, where I had just double bed mattress laying on floor,
we kissed for some time and he took off my all clothes one by one and then his own, and touched my whole body so sensually, that I felt that I will cum without getting penetrated, he seduced me once again with such a love and affection, after proper foreplay, that once again I was on the height of physical satisfaction.
He fucked me twice in those 3 hours, and I cummed thrice in that time, I was delighted with the sexual pleasure. Before leaving he gave me a visiting card and details of a person with whom I was suppose to meet, for my job. I slept well in the night. Next day I met that person, he was Rakesh, senior merchandiser of a big buying house.
He was Kartik’s classmate at one time; I got the job, which I knew that I will get it. Rakesh was very casual in personality, with very good sense of humor. He had a nature of creating jokes from normal conversation, I was appointed as his assistant, and I had to handle his paperwork, although I did not had any experience of working, and it happened just because of Rakesh,
because I was referred by Kartik, Rakesh helped me a lot to get working in big organization. For Rakesh I was friend of Deepika, and he was very kind and helpful to me from the beginning and instead of taking me as his assistant, he took me as a friend and whenever he was in office at the time of lunch, we had lunch together.
Slowly I settled down in the working atmosphere, and I was doing fine, and I was getting good value of my work. I had good friendly relation with my other collogues also, and my sexual needs were getting fulfilled by Kartik. He use to seduce me 3-4 times in a month. Sometimes he use to come in the evening for an hour or so in the working days, and use to fuck me,
and sometimes on Sundays he use to come around 12, and we spent sufficient time with each other on bed till 4. He was very reserved and never talked to me about his personal life, but somewhere I felt that he is starved for physical love, because of Deepika’s medical reasons, she did not had much desire for sex, and person like Kartik cannot do sex just for his satisfaction.
I felt myself honored for this, that somehow I am doing something for him. He read me like a book and knew everything about my sexual needs; he explored my body in a way that my own body revealed me many secrets of my pleasure points, and whenever he fucked me, I touched a new peak of sexual satisfaction.
Slowly I was getting addicted of Kartik and his physical love, and many times I called him, to ask that when is coming, and cared about my feelings, and gave me physical love and mental support whenever I needed. He also admitted that he loves my company, and he has not touched any woman except his wife and me ever,
rather he never felt doing sex with anybody except his wife and me. Other then sexual relation with him, he involved me his friend circle as Deepika’s friend, and many times he called me in his friends get together where I met few of his friends, and their family, and Rakesh was one of them. In those get together I came to know few things about Rakesh,
Deepika told me that he has gone through a divorce a years back, and from then he is living alone and single, because his parents live at there native place. According to Deepika he was deeply in love with his wife, but after around four years of married life, his wife asked for a divorce because she wanted to marry her boss, who was much richer than Rakesh.
They didn’t had any child, so matter ended on a mutual consent of divorce. I was amazed with that; I thought how he can he be so jolly and cheerful when he has gone through this phase of life. He was such a good human being from the heart, how can any sensible girl do that. And like Rakesh I met many of Kartik’s and Deepika’s friends
and all of them were very nice and seemed to belong from good class of society, well educated and financially sound. More or less I was in a very good circle of people, and I was fairly happy with my living conditions, my professional life was running smooth with a companionship of Rakesh, and as I said my sex life with Kartik was like what I needed.
Like that time passed and life moved on. After around 6 months of my working in that company with Rakesh another day came which I cannot forget. Rakesh took me out of the office for lunch, and there he proposed me for marriage. I was stunned, and silent, I knew that he do not know anything about me, and neither I had a courage to talk to him about my past and present.
I just remained silent, my mind was blocked, and I was incapable to think anything in that context. Rakesh himself told me that I can take time to think. That day I came back to my home and cried a lot, it was an opportunity for me to settle down in life, and I didn’t know how to react.
Rakesh was such a wonderful person, that for me it was hard to believe, that he has asked a girl like me for marriage. Next day I took a leave from office, I was so disturbed and confused. I wanted to be alone for some time, I was stuck in such a strange condition, I knew that I cannot say yes to Rakesh’s marriage proposal without asking Kartik, and I did not know how to ask him,
I did not had any idea that how Kartik is going to react on this, he was so reserved and mysterious, that for me it was impossible to predict him. I was not expecting negative reaction from him, but still I was afraid that if he will speak up the truth about my and his relation, to Rakesh then I will not be able to work with his company and I had to leave the job,
and in anyway I could not think of living in the city without Kartik’s help. I knew that I am important for him; he was getting something from me which he was not getting from his wife that is sexual pleasure, so he will not let me go easily, and somewhere I wanted to be with him only, he was my hero, he was everywhere in my mind.
I was very confused and hesitant to decide anything firm; I was attracted towards the respectful life with Rakesh too. Somewhere in the evening I made a mind that I have to say no to Rakesh. I was very depressed, around 7 Kartik called me that he wants to meet me. It was the last thing I was expecting at that time,
he told me that Deepika is out of city to meet her parents and if we can spend night together, I wanted to say no because, I was not at all in that mental state, where I can enjoy a night with him on bed, but I said yes, just for him. He picked me from my house and we had dinner in a very good restaurant, I was very nervous and depressed, I wanted to cry for some more time,
to take out whatever frustration I had in me for my life, but I had to control myself. After dinner he took me to a five star hotel, where he had booked a room for the night. Once again it was a beautiful room, with perfect interior. Now I was expecting another love session between us, and I was preparing myself for that, I wanted to be normal and wanted to enjoy this night,
the way I have enjoyed every single moment of intimacy with him, but even after so many efforts I was unable to do that. He was sitting on a couch and waiting for me, I used the toilet, and came back, he made me sit beside him and hugged me, with lot of love and affection, and I closed my eyes and controlled myself a lot.
Suddenly he asked me “What did you thought about Rakesh’s proposal”. I was totally shocked, I looked at him, tears were floating in my eyes, I wanted to ask him that how do you know about that, but not a single word came out of my mouth, I was just trying to control myself, and he understood, he told me that Rakesh has talked to him first and asked about me.
On that particular moment I busted in a cry and I cried a lot in his arms. After some time when I gained some senses, he kissed me on my forehead and said that, Rakesh is a gem and he knows him from his collage time and I should say yes to him. I had many question in my mind, but I was almost dumb at that time, Kartik was speaking and I was just listening,
he knew that what I have in my mind and one by one he cleared everything. Rakesh knew every truth about my past with little modification, he knew that I am not Deepika’s friend and I was dumped by Ajay, and I had sexual relation with Ajay in the past. He told me that Rakesh do not know anything about our relation, and Kartik wanted me to just be silent in that context,
he told me that from this moment we are ending our relation, and we will be like the way we were before. For me it was hard to believe that whatever is happening to me is real, it felt like a dream to me, I was not finished with the thing which was buried inside me and I hugged him again and started crying again. He took me in his arms and hugged me with love and care.
I was mentally so tired, that I wanted to sleep, but don’t know why I asked him, if he wants to have sex, may be because I wanted to have sex with him, but he said no, he was the man of his words. He said that he has ended this relation here, so we cannot do anything now. We spent a night together, in a same room, on the same bed, but we did not had sex that night and ever after.
Next morning he dropped me home, again I missed the office that day. Next day was Sunday, and Deepika was back in town, she invited me in the evening, where I met Rakesh, and I said yes to him for marriage. After a month I got married to Rakesh, and his family accepted me gladly.
I got settled with Rakesh, and lived beautiful life of love and care with him, and lovely friendly relation with Kartik and Deepika. At that time there was only one sorrow which was left in my life, that I had a desire to meet my parents and wanted to say sorry to them, but I was afraid to face them. And as a friend I talked to Deepika about that.
I don’t know how and when, one day they were, standing on the door of my house. It was another shock of my life, for a second I felt that I will collapse. I hugged them and cried and cried in there arms for the whole day. It was again Kartik and Deepika who brought them here; it was the most wonderful and happiest moment of my life, which they gifted me.
Right now I am a mother of Rakesh’s child; and he loves me a lot, and I also love him more than my life. I admire Kartik and Deepika and take them as my god, you may find this an exaggeration for any human being, but believe me for me it’s true. I often meet Kartik and Deepika in get together.
They are as they were, Deepika is very friendly and Kartik is what he was, reserved and mysterious. As I wrote in the beginning, if anybody can take any lesson from this then it will be real value for this post, believe me I really mean that. I feel sometimes we speak about our own life and our deepest thoughts to strangers, during any journey or somewhat like this,
about which we cannot talk to our loved ones, may be because of that I am feeling bit relieved by writing this whole thing. I know that I have made many grammar mistakes in this, please ignore. And do write comments if you feel, but please don’t embarrass by writing non sense comments and proposals.
Comments (48)
on: March 6, 2010 2:16 PM | Reply
Superb One.... Thanks for posting
on: March 6, 2010 4:40 PM | Reply
Dear Tanu
The most wonderful & highly emotional story of your journey called life.
Remain happy & my best wishes.
on: March 6, 2010 4:42 PM | Reply
my respect goes to Kartic & Deepica.
on: March 6, 2010 6:15 PM | Reply
hi Tanu...i'm reading stories from ths site daily but this is the 1st time i thought of commenting 2 a person's story...from ur story, i feel the biggest mistake 2 do is leaving our parents just like that 4 our boyfriend but still you are a good daughter to your parents because you are always worried about them and never forget them...and Ajay seems 2 be a gud guy at 1st but he still didn't think of your sacrifice 4 him n agreed 2 marry another girl...anyway, you are a very lucky girl at last because you are married with a great guy like rakesh and you will live the best life till the day u live and all the best to you Tanu...we need parents blessings to live a happy live dear...take care and live happily...
on: March 6, 2010 6:19 PM | Reply
hey i m unable to explain my feeling in words..but i can say only one thing that i felt very good at the end as you are happy with your life..
ALL THE BEST Buddy...!!
on: March 6, 2010 6:28 PM | Reply
Hi tanu ... Ur post was really worth reading , it was much more than ur first sexual experience as it had a blend of even ur sufferings and ur mindset at dat tym completely genuine ... Believe me dat u did nthng wrong bt i think kartik shldnt hav got involved in this . I hav many problems of my own in my personal relationship ... I treat u as a friend nd want to have ur advice in overcoming dem ... As i am much younger guy from u nd think dat u r mature enough nd can remain a forever friend nd a agony aunt ...
on: March 6, 2010 7:56 PM | Reply
I have read both of your parts with keen intrest. There is an air of honesty and simplicity in your narration. You surely had tough time. Such kind of relations are probably pre destined without our knowledge and we poor humans after tasting the forbidden fruit are usually haunted by guilt and low self esteem. It is rather good that you kind of cherish those moments. The best thing is that now you are perfectly settled in life .
Once a woman told me " I know this relationship can not go on for ever but please help me remember these moments with fondness and feeling of tresure for the journey on unforseen lanes of my future life." Today i'm reminded of that nice woman.
God bless you
on: March 6, 2010 8:26 PM | Reply
This is one of the most realistic story I have ever read. The author knows how to touch the heart of woman.
Keep writing u are absolutely great
on: March 6, 2010 9:24 PM | Reply
Nice narration with good flow of feelings...enjoy ur life
on: March 7, 2010 5:14 AM | Reply
Really superb story...
on: March 7, 2010 5:25 AM | Reply
beautiful story . i think u should not have dumped ajay .
on: March 7, 2010 5:40 AM | Reply
This site is 4 narrating ur fucking session. At least tel how u ver fucked how u enjoy it. Ur seal breaking, ur oral,anal xperiance. And not the rona-dhona vit 3 chutiyas.
on: March 7, 2010 6:23 AM | Reply
U have written a reality of life..
life has it different colors and when it comes to real we have to take decision which we r confused of but can give us the best of future.
ur one of a example.
Also the truth remains its very rare to find people as kartik and deepika.
god bless them and god bless u
live happy always
on: March 7, 2010 6:41 AM | Reply
tanu tiz is t most 2nd best story i had read in human digest nd hat's off to u..no wrong intentions towards u but t whole narration is awesome.. be happy in ur life:)
on: March 7, 2010 7:04 AM | Reply
Hi Tanu nice story u might have named it autobiography of Tanu.I had read many stories but ur story is heart touching. ALL the best for future life.
on: March 7, 2010 7:36 AM | Reply
Hey tht was awesome and touchy yaar...
:)
on: March 7, 2010 7:38 AM | Reply
good story but should have not revealed like this,if its true
on: March 7, 2010 8:04 AM | Reply
Take care of your future life...Good luck. Don't reveal your past to any one.
on: March 7, 2010 11:47 AM | Reply
Hi Tanu,
Great Story ..
You absolutely did right. And thats what life demands .. Keep Going. And wish you luck.
Regards.
on: March 7, 2010 6:00 PM | Reply
DEAR THANU...
This is a wonderful story on the this blog... You are very fortunate to end your miseries by getting good friends like Deepika and Kartik and Ramesh... You are fortunate compare to thousands of girls today... Everyone needs happy and satisfaction at the end of the day. And you got it.... THIS IS MY HUMBLE REQUEST TO THE EDITOR TO HAVE A SEPARATE DIVISION OR SECTION FOR SUCH KIND OF HUMAN INTEREST STORIES.... SO THAT PEOPLE CAN REALIZE THE HUMANITY AND REALITY OF LIFE.
on: March 7, 2010 6:07 PM | Reply
Hi. This is another kartik. not the same one. Read ur story.. it was very gud...
Great going Tanu...
by best wishes for your life.
have a peaceful and wonderful life...
on: March 7, 2010 6:13 PM | Reply
as usual happy ending...gr8 nd vry touchy..
on: March 7, 2010 6:42 PM | Reply
You are nothing more than a slut
on: March 7, 2010 7:51 PM | Reply
Hi Thanu,
Speaking at the heart.. I salute to Godly couple.. Karthik and deepika...
All the Best to you my Dear...
I hope you will go to your parents and sure they will forgive you and accept as you are in-fact they need you at this age...
on: March 7, 2010 8:35 PM | Reply
Gr8 story.......... somewhat resembling my present life.....
Really inspiring....
on: March 8, 2010 4:08 AM | Reply
Your story is really heart touching...although i m a boy but u made me cry for whatever happened in your life..God bless u girl..live a happy n long life
on: March 8, 2010 7:27 AM | Reply
Hi Tanu,
Every cloud has a silver lining.
Best wishes for your married life.
on: March 8, 2010 8:04 AM | Reply
I am wondering if any film producer is reading stories on debonair blog?? This could be a great story for a "B" Grade Masala Movie Title also could be great "TANU KI SUHAGRATEIN", but the Movie will need to be changed a bit from ur story Less Emotions & More Sex then It will be a blockbuster!!!!!!!
on: March 8, 2010 10:09 AM | Reply
Hard to believe that a virgin will actually suck cock and enjoy it too, all on first break. But if that fulfills ur fantasy, then so be it.
on: March 8, 2010 1:08 PM | Reply
Well nothing to learn from a slut and you will remain a slut deep inside you
on: March 8, 2010 6:34 PM | Reply
Hi tanu. Your simply great no words to say. I know how much pain you would have faced to narrate your life story to us.Wish you happy womens day. I hope your life mate karthik and deepika get blessed with child. Millions thanks to them. Wish you al the best for the new life. Takecare dear every one out there. After reading t i was really emotional and sad. Regards deepaksubbu
on: March 9, 2010 1:18 PM | Reply
a good story ,like others i do have sympathy for u but don't know the reason u posted it here?sorry for being rude but its true,.......................
on: March 9, 2010 4:50 PM | Reply
my respect goes to Kartic & Deepica.
I FORGET WHILE READING WHETHER IT IS EROTIC ONE OR EMOTIONAL ONE .........
ONE OF THE BEST STORY WHICH I EVER READ ............
ACHA TANU YEH TOH BTA DO LARKA HUA YA LARKI ????????HEHEHEH
on: March 9, 2010 6:59 PM | Reply
Hi Tanu,
To be honest I don't have words to describe your honesty. We d human are real beast but you and kartik have made it clear that still their are peoples who is clear about their visions. I appreciate u guys and I hv really become a fan of yours. I hv went through this site n have read most of the stories but none touched my heart as yours.
I got a real tresure from your life story. thanks, thans alots.
on: March 10, 2010 2:12 AM | Reply
Dear it s a very emotional story ..I cried Reading this
But wait a sec ...we are here to read more of sex story not roonaaaa donaaaa
Would have loved to read ur seal damage sesion ..the bleeding ..ur more of erotic sex ..how u mastrubated
hope u can be better
on: March 10, 2010 9:46 AM | Reply
Tanu
I have a similar problem but I love my girl more than anything else..
Bless U child
Have a peaceful life..never think abt the past.Take gud care of ur family.
on: March 10, 2010 3:48 PM | Reply
well u did everything right
Kartik and Deepika r wonderfull human,,,,
on: March 11, 2010 12:16 AM | Reply
Best ever personal story. Wish you all the very best Tanu and Well wishes to Kartik and Deepika.
This is the first time i have read such a wonderful life changing story.
Thankk you Tanu for sharing this life changing story.
Regards
Neeraj
on: March 12, 2010 9:55 PM | Reply
What a fucking long story finally ended....you created a legacy on this blog...i had read a story of a pakistani girl living abroad with similar emotions....bt that ain't so long, it was rather an emotional cum sexual...
It was like i'm reading a fucking biography of a slut turned out to be a modest and humble mother in the end...
Mah sincere wishes are just for one person and that is Deepika...
She gave you the emotional support when u most needed it..and u fucked her marital life for your sexual pleasure...i really bad for her...be honest, ask this question to yourself, if that was right or not...
U made a fool of her emotions...and the fella kartik was just a victim of your seduction...
If you have the fucking guts, tell the whole fucking story to your hubby, who's innocent and dnt knw abt her wife's fucking past and then see his reaction...
on: March 15, 2010 9:25 AM | Reply
simply awsome from betreyal to love....
had read lotsa story here but not lik urs...m 2 happy that u r living a gud n settled life!!
on: March 23, 2010 3:28 AM | Reply
hi tanu,
If its just a story, i salute ur story writing. So much into details n emotions n u can turn out to be a good writer... N if it is a real story!!!!....My sincere sympathy to deepika 1st of all n if i were karthik i would never hit on my frnds gf or ex gf... I would love this story if it doesnt have sexual affair wit u n karthik.
I knw the pain of broken heart n i nvr seeked out 4 another heart or pussy either...
Personally i hate u as u proved urself a slut @ d end n made my respect 4 women even worser.....
Women can even wack kingdoms wit just a sigh.. She has dat power... N remember another thng. Without a gals interest u cant even touch her hair though.
U can reply if u want.
God bless al. If u have respect 4 a man.. Devote him n dnt try to get a chance to hit on or fuck him...
on: April 8, 2010 8:34 PM | Reply
If this one is a true then its the most beautiful story till today i have read.
on: April 9, 2010 3:25 PM | Reply
first i had sympathy towards u ,but u proved to be big slut and nothing else.
u r a big traitor than ajay since u murdered the trust of the person without whom u were just dead ie deepika .
FEW WORDS FOR U: SALI RANDI.
kartik was just a victim of sexual lust.
But he is also a big chutiya as decieved his loving wife for the sake of ur's.
surely u can be superstar of B grade films .
in the end u proved to be BIG SLUT
BUT HATS OF TO ONLY DEEPIKA.
on: April 18, 2010 8:12 AM | Reply
Really it's an excellent story.I pray, with a great love you and Rakesh stay with peace for rest of life.
on: April 18, 2010 5:34 PM | Reply
Hi tanu wanna appreciate u. Dn't feel abt peoples reaction. We r human biengs. So ur feelings r valid and true. Wht i want 2 say b happy and enjoy ur family life.
on: April 20, 2010 6:10 PM | Reply
Hi Tanu,
Appreciate your boldness,since-rity in disclosing the real life experience in so detail. Also thank GOD for having put an end to your sufferings and 4 the life hereinafter. Wish-ing you all actors in this narrantion to lead and have a better life. It all matters how take it and lead. Once again good wishes to one and all.
on: June 4, 2010 11:49 AM | Reply
TANU,
i want u also i am agood looking guy.if u accept i will give u good nice experience of sex then karthik and rakesh.
send ur answer to my mail
on: December 24, 2011 2:07 PM | Reply
Great story to say u heart out what ever happen in u life that's of good only be true to u self respect father n mother famaily values culture friends god will give all a happiness in u life trust u self then u will be always happy.just think abt u present life